Today is my sister Whitney's birthday. One year ago today she recieved a spinal tap (on her birthday, so not cool).. the doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong. As most of you know, she passed away a few days later. Seriously, this has been such a hard year. Today, i didnt want to get out of bed. I cant stop thinking about how much i miss her. And how its not fair that she's not with us today. I'm just broken inside. There has been one song that has carried me over through this year, Its called borrowed angels. and its wonderful. SOmetimes when i need a good cry i play that song as long as i can and just get it out!!!! Anyway, FOr anyone reading this who loves me I want to thank you a MILLION times over for being there for me, even when you just sit and listen to me cry, its wonderful.. I love you and wish the the best!
Chultz
Chulz, thank you for being a part of my life & for allowing me to be a part of your family!! You're friendship & LOVE for your LOVEd ones has been an inspiration to me!! May the Lord continue to watch over & bless you for your AWESOMEness!!!! LOVEYouMuch!!!!
ReplyDeleteChels! I can't believe its been that long!!! I still remember the night you told me like it was yesterday!! I can't imagine what this has been like for you!!! You are seriously such an example to me!!! Love you!!! ~Jessi
ReplyDeleteChels I love you and very grateful to have you in my life!! I think you and your family are amazing and I know Whitney is watching over you all!! Love you!! Monika
ReplyDeleteShoot, I shouldn't have read this while at work. Chelsey, I had no idea. (of course the only times I've been with you, any possible "visit" time we have has been disrupted with children flocking to your feet and begging for your attention and sweet smile! By the way, Adalyn keeps asking when she'll get to play with you again).
ReplyDeleteI can't imagine ever losing a sibling, and even with the understanding of eternal families like we have, there is still the pain of loss and I'd imagine you'll still feel it at certain points throughout your life. Thank goodness for a wonderful family and friends who you have surrounded yourself with. I can imagine the reunion that will take place with you and your sweet sister when that great day comes! Stay strong!